Shut me out completely,
That would not be such a sin.
Lock up every entry,
Make sure that there’s no way for me to get in
Won’t try to pry them open,
Never mind knock upon your doors.
Truth is that there’s no reason for me to even see your face anymore.
But I need your ears and I need them now I’ve got something to say,
I’m not here today to win you back just to remind you that.
Sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you dear.
And though we don’t talk anymore.
I was crazy for you; yes I was crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Nothing's ever easy, I think we both know that it’s true.
I was convinced you loved me, and I was pretty sure that I loved you too,
When was our final moment whats your favourite might have beens.
When was my fatal error that changed the way you thought of me ever since.
'Cause I made you smile and I made you laugh, i made nice gestures and surprised you enough?
But I made you come, but I made you cry,
I wish this was true but I’m not gonna lie.
So sure as the rain starts to fall,
Yes I’ll always remember you close
And though we don’t touch anymore.
I was crazy for you; I’m still crazy for you, that’s for sure.
Still crazy for you, still crazy for you, still crazy for you
Sunday
My Love - Sara Bareilles
He bends his breath around my name
And i am humbled i feel small, plain
His arms are angels by his side
You need not ask if they're open just how wide
And his lips are day and his skin is night
Ooh and with our love we conjure up twilight
His fingers are music to my soul
And i feel his song play everywhere i go
My love my love is on his way
Can't wait to see the day
I thankfully lay me down oh
Ooh my love my love is on his way
I'm waiting patiently
If you see me now
My love please hurry
And he loves with rhythm and paints with flame
Ooh he comes in pieces with no name
And i won't need answers i'll just know
'cause i've read the sonnets about his soul
He can be ordinary in the best ways
And still dance like a poet
Through every word he says
My love my love is on his way
I can't wait to see the day i thankfully
Lay me down
Ooh my love my love is on his way
I'm waiting patiently
But if you see me now
My love please hurry
All that i never knew
Can you see me now?
Oh all that i never said
Can you see me now?
He makes me crazy
He makes me cruel
Oh but i pray he makes me anything
But a fool yeah ohh yeah
Ooh my love my love oh yeah my love
Please hurry
And i am humbled i feel small, plain
His arms are angels by his side
You need not ask if they're open just how wide
And his lips are day and his skin is night
Ooh and with our love we conjure up twilight
His fingers are music to my soul
And i feel his song play everywhere i go
My love my love is on his way
Can't wait to see the day
I thankfully lay me down oh
Ooh my love my love is on his way
I'm waiting patiently
If you see me now
My love please hurry
And he loves with rhythm and paints with flame
Ooh he comes in pieces with no name
And i won't need answers i'll just know
'cause i've read the sonnets about his soul
He can be ordinary in the best ways
And still dance like a poet
Through every word he says
My love my love is on his way
I can't wait to see the day i thankfully
Lay me down
Ooh my love my love is on his way
I'm waiting patiently
But if you see me now
My love please hurry
All that i never knew
Can you see me now?
Oh all that i never said
Can you see me now?
He makes me crazy
He makes me cruel
Oh but i pray he makes me anything
But a fool yeah ohh yeah
Ooh my love my love oh yeah my love
Please hurry
Friday
I almost forgot you...
How long does it take to get over a relationship? I got different answers from different people. For some people it was a long and painful process of recovery, others didn't even have to try - the pain just healed itself somehow...
From my personal experience I have learned a very important lesson. Closure is a key. As soon as you get it, you will definitely make a huge step in your healing process. After a break up, people tend to look back and over think things. It's natural that you want the person you loved back, even if you were the one whose initiative was to end the relationship. You're still emotional, you are so unsure about the future, about the "freedom" that fell in your hands. What if it's a mistake? What if I overreacted? Oh my god, I should apologize and maybe we can work it out?... Getting a closure is like putting a full stop in a sentence... Like burning the bridge to the past. Yes, it's hard. But it's necessary if you want to move on. I kept postponing it for 5 months because I was afraid to get over him. I was supposed to tell him what was on my mind when he came over to end out relationship. But I was dumb, I said I was fine and I had nothing to tell him. The only thing I asked him was to "Take care of himself..." I was such an idiot.
I finally got a closure. I told him what I was upset and angry about. I finally yelled at him. Yes, it seems that nothing will change, we are still ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend. We can't repair what has been broken. But something did change. I feel much better, as if I got something very heavy off my chest. I am moving on.
From my personal experience I have learned a very important lesson. Closure is a key. As soon as you get it, you will definitely make a huge step in your healing process. After a break up, people tend to look back and over think things. It's natural that you want the person you loved back, even if you were the one whose initiative was to end the relationship. You're still emotional, you are so unsure about the future, about the "freedom" that fell in your hands. What if it's a mistake? What if I overreacted? Oh my god, I should apologize and maybe we can work it out?... Getting a closure is like putting a full stop in a sentence... Like burning the bridge to the past. Yes, it's hard. But it's necessary if you want to move on. I kept postponing it for 5 months because I was afraid to get over him. I was supposed to tell him what was on my mind when he came over to end out relationship. But I was dumb, I said I was fine and I had nothing to tell him. The only thing I asked him was to "Take care of himself..." I was such an idiot.
I finally got a closure. I told him what I was upset and angry about. I finally yelled at him. Yes, it seems that nothing will change, we are still ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend. We can't repair what has been broken. But something did change. I feel much better, as if I got something very heavy off my chest. I am moving on.
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